// all abt me .
- seetee.k , as called by other Chomelians .
- turning 18 , October 11 to be precise .
- am deeply in lurf wit a guy .
- doesnt believe in true love
- happy-go-lucky . yea rite !
- beginning to give up in lurf . haha
muh wishlist .
- go back to studyin.i reeli miss studyin . haha
- get a new job , since im jobless AGAIN!
- stay strong always
- think positive all the time
- huggy2 my polar bear . hehe !
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
been doing alot of
thinking lately . i
think i shld move
on and leave all
those painful memories
behind. i mean ,
wats the point of
holding on wen
obviously he wants
it to be over , like
once and for all .
nevertheless , i'll still
try the love chant .
who noes it might
work . holly yea !
den he might jus
be wit me again .
but i'll obey that spell .
it says "If not his wish
then let him go.And i'll
accept his silent no. For
my love for him is true,
i'll respect his wishes
as i do you . "
gettin kinda fucked
up wit werk life . esp
muh senior, DAT ladiee .
she's such a screwed
bitch . damn WE hate
her . finally got the
opportunity to sabotaged
her . she deserve it siah .
she can complain to the
exec abt us , den why
cant WE do jus dat . and
she called telling me dat
she's upset wit me and
all . do i look i freaking
care ? NO! witches dun
give sympathy . as thw
wicca rules states , "to
be a witch is to truly
free . to be a witch is to be
honorable or nuttin at all."
im not sure wats wrong
wit me lately . im gettin
spooked by all this
witchcraft things. BUT
this feeling has given me
the courage to understand
deeper about witchcraft .
im falling deeply in lurf
wit witchcraft . the rituals,
pentagrams,spells,candles.
everything .
this is awesome .
- witches & potions .
feared 1:19 AM
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish,
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed. A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up - you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.