// all abt me .
- seetee.k , as called by other Chomelians .
- turning 18 , October 11 to be precise .
- am deeply in lurf wit a guy .
- doesnt believe in true love
- happy-go-lucky . yea rite !
- beginning to give up in lurf . haha
muh wishlist .
- go back to studyin.i reeli miss studyin . haha
- get a new job , since im jobless AGAIN!
- stay strong always
- think positive all the time
- huggy2 my polar bear . hehe !
Thursday, February 23, 2006
nutting in this world is
fair . like NOTHING at
all. boohoo!! no fair .
example 1 : me & didi .
look. we jus click on
our nicks at msn and
WALAH all nonsense
started spitting out .
like wat the fuck! im
so pissed siah . u noe wat
i mean diy . stupid ah
dis msn . freaks !
example 2 : me & him .
wat example ? its OVER .
fullstop. im such a stupid
bitch . i guess i hafta
listen to my mum . its
alrite if 1 guy left me stranded.
others will come flooding
in. ((:
i lurf ya mom.so
cliche .
haiz . dun bother comforting
me . u dunnoe wat im going
thru . maybe iQah noes but
not others i guess . freak .
i wanna go back to skul .
i wanna flood myself wit
work and stress . i dun wanna
thk bout him animore. i shud
stop thking bout him . i MUST .
the girls are going to MOS
tonite. shud i go too ?
oh-no . im running out of
time to think . like
shit !
feared 3:26 AM
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish,
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed. A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up - you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.