// all abt me .
- seetee.k , as called by other Chomelians .
- turning 18 , October 11 to be precise .
- am deeply in lurf wit a guy .
- doesnt believe in true love
- happy-go-lucky . yea rite !
- beginning to give up in lurf . haha
muh wishlist .
- go back to studyin.i reeli miss studyin . haha
- get a new job , since im jobless AGAIN!
- stay strong always
- think positive all the time
- huggy2 my polar bear . hehe !
Saturday, July 15, 2006
i dunnoe wats urmotive for doing allthis.one minute u'rehere and the nextu're gone,just likedat.dun tell me u'retoying wit my feelingscos u noe i'll nevatolerate that.i dunthk i'll ever understandu.and i dun think iwan to.cos i'll neva noe wat the heck u'rethinking of.im beginningto hate u,really.but imnot sure if its bcos of a moment of anger.and i dun thk i wannahate u cos to me,u'll always be the one iheart,not hate.went fer ear piercin again
ytd. i can bet this wont last
long either . haha . but it
wasnt as painful as before
luh. it was abit better.still
can tahan. :)
i wanna go out today but
some freaks is still snoring.
useless idiots. sheesh! will
be going to kakak house
lata in the evening.
meanwhile i thk im gonna
have a nap. hehe. pretty
tired cos my mum actually
woke me up 7 in the mawnin
jus to accompany her go to
the market before she went
off to work. urgh !
*yawn* take care all.
((:
feared 11:12 PM
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish,
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed. A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up - you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.