// all abt me .
- seetee.k , as called by other Chomelians .
- turning 18 , October 11 to be precise .
- am deeply in lurf wit a guy .
- doesnt believe in true love
- happy-go-lucky . yea rite !
- beginning to give up in lurf . haha
muh wishlist .
- go back to studyin.i reeli miss studyin . haha
- get a new job , since im jobless AGAIN!
- stay strong always
- think positive all the time
- huggy2 my polar bear . hehe !
Friday, July 07, 2006
jus felt like blogging.
actually no luh. i blog
to satisfy the needs
of those faithful readers.
(yea rite).
haha.
im JOBLESS! haha.
yes jobless. been goin
ard for jobs but none
is available.can u believe
it?NONE!and all i
do at the moment
is go out and have fun,
wit my money in the
bank going down.
damn!
mane aku nak dapat duit
ni!
the black-belt grading is up
today.i wanna go i wanna
go. BUT thr's a slight
pblm. not sure if i can make
it thr.whn i thk back,i
really miss tkd. i wanna go
back to all those trainin
and teachin. miss all the
fun time i had wit the rest
of them.oh man!
went out the other day
wit kak diana. slack at
town till past midnite
and den i realised dat
i've no way to go home.
haha. called people up
and den Didi volunteered
to fetch me home.hehe..
BUT instead of going home,
we went elsewhr.ade lah
tempat tu.khee khee...
reached home ard 4 .
sampai rumah jek tros
lepak.
dear u,i miss u tons.wen u hold myhand,i can feel tat u're still lurfinme.jus like before.but its bcos of anotherperson that u cant bring urself to be witme again.i understand wat u're goin thru.i dun mind waiting fer u.tho the times we spent together are limited,it's as thowe've noen each other for the past 18 years.its as tho we're fated to noe each other.BUT if one day u reali wanna ferget meand be wit her fer the rest of ur life,please,tell me okae.den i'll noe tat thrisnt any more place in ur heart fer me.i asked my mum ytd if she could easily forget a guy afta a break up,she said yes.and she added dat wats the point of waitingif dat guy has another gerl.its too stupidof a gerl to wait.but diff people has diffmindset.its too difficult to let u go at dismoment.its been a mth already but stillevery mawning,i'll get up to check ifthr's ani msg on my mobile frm eu.i'llstill do dat from today onwards tillde dae i wake up and realise thr's a msgfrom u saying "its time we let go".den i'llstop havin the fantasy of being wit u again.rarrrr!!!dun wanna tye animore.
and oh!i found out that Shahrul,
the 'playboy',is still a virgin.
hahahaha!step playboy jek.
merepek!
feared 9:51 PM
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish,
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed. A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up - you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.